Video: "N Spyte of U/ Can't Get Away(FromMysElf)" 08022021 about time; we recorded sound 17yrs ago!

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FYI This is just a preview of possibly more to come a lil bit later, but I had to go ahead & share to public since the way this accidentally spawned into something else funny about made me pee my pants laughing at the slowed down part. I'd never even used that function & I went to do one of my vent-logs just to get my frustration out about how muted my voice feels- kinda both literally & figuratively. I was gonna do the American Flag duct tape thing with the song playing. & RIP it off when it gets to the uptempo part where I say, "IT'S ON!!!" but then experienced a snafu with the snippets I was creating to try my hand at making music videos using our past originals as foreSpite. My phone had said they saved, but then I couldn't find them anywhere...so THEN, tried, but couldn't get the old Fostex to play it again. So I prayed to remember my positive vibe thing of letting go instead of being frustrated & repeatedly trying to get the Fostex to play. I used my duct tape across my mouth to channel how I felt at ALL THIS CRAP WHICH HAS BEEN TOTALLY BLAMED ON MY IMAGINATION, WHEN I KNOW GOOD & WELL THERE IS AT LEAST ONE HUMAN BEING OTHER THAN MYSELF in my biz THWARTING MY ATTEMPTS TO COMMUNICATE FREELY, & since they're apparently allowed to just continue unchecked despite over 10 years of evidence I have, then they *MUST* BE CONNECTED TO SOME OFFICIAL SOURCE that is allowing the abuse of my communications & relationships. So I put on the slowmo effect & said, "..I been gettin' tampered with.enough, think it's about time , it's been on, time to come off. so I can get it ON!!!" NOTE: NO OFFENSE TO ANY RADIOS OR OTHER MUSICIANS WERE INTENDED BY TAKING MY TAPE OFF MY MOUTH AND PLACING IT ON THAT RADIO. I LOVE MUSIC TOO MUCH TO EVER MEAN IT *THAT* WAY. IT'S A METAPHOR FOR THE IRONIC JOURNEY I HAD TO JAIL & A MENTAL HOSPITAL COMMITMENT, WHICH NEVER SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED WHILE SOME PSYCHOS IN MY BIZ WALKED FREELY & GIVEN SOME SORT OF CONTROL & A GOLD STAR FOR ABUSING ME & MY LOVED ONES. IT'S JUST SYMBOLIC OF ME HAVING TAKEN ENOUGH OF THAT ABUSE & TIRED OF BEING LABELED PARANOID & DELUSIONAL ON SITUATIONS I HAD *TANGIBLE* EVEIDENCE TO PROVE. IT'S ME BEING READY TO TURN THE TABLES WITH THAT ENERGY & AN ANALOGY OF HOW THE ABUSERS MADE ME FEEL & NOW IT'S TIME TO FLIP THE SCRIPTS, AND LET ME EXPRESS WHAT I NEED TO EXPRESS. IT'S MY RIGHT & THEIR SUPPRESSION OF MY VOICE FOR SO LONG JUST CONFIRMS MY BELIEF.. .LOL, OH WATCH OUT, BETTER KEEP AN EYE ON HER, SHE'S GETTING OUT HER MUSICAL PARAPHERNALIA & ASKING FOR ???? ~PEACE & LOVE~ 16:10CST AUG02,2021
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